So this is life now. Middle-age and realizing I am closing chapters of my life I am not ready to close. I am here, in the now, and opening a new chapter I am not quite sure how I feel about it. Where to I go from here? Time is going faster and faster and I feel caught in the whirlwind. Desperately grabbing onto every minute, every moment, because I know one day, a hidden boundary will become a reality and of the moments I unknowingly collected will be gone.